My sister

How did we get here when I used to know you so well

Today she came home  and talked to me and my friend 

It was really fun

but then when she thought i wasnt looking at her 

I saw that same look

She wasnt looking at me 

or anyone

She couldnt hear a word i was saying 

She was just staring at her arms
Wishing she could do it again....

I hurt so bad when she hurts